You don't have to be happy. If you want to grieve, you should grieve. [...] Just that it's probably not something you should blame yourself for. I doubt he would've been happy with that either.
Of course not. But sometimes I want to be mad at him instead of sad. For leaving me. Bon too. My brother. After he told me not to leave him he went and did it himself.
[there is a long silence, because hugo tends to be extremely private, but it seems a little too mean to be like "fuck you, none of your business" at a guy who's about to die, so.]
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Of course not. But sometimes I want to be mad at him instead of sad. For leaving me. Bon too. My brother. After he told me not to leave him he went and did it himself.
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... A little, yes.
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We were related. Didn't exactly have a choice but to be born into a life with him.
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[Nods in understanding.]
So you didn't get along?
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