[ hmm!! there's. there sure are a lot of feelings there when Manwol brings that up, and she knows how to interpret and handle them not even one bit! But I do, so I'll just say it's a very disquieting mix of guilt, resentment, and angstbrain desperately trying to find a way to justify Manwol's mistakes over her own.
she neither knows how to express this, nor thinks expressing them would be a great idea right now! so she mulls over that silently for a little bit. ]
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she neither knows how to express this, nor thinks expressing them would be a great idea right now! so she mulls over that silently for a little bit. ]
...then...how do you get better at it?