I don't know yet... since... we really had just accepted being stuck there together. But...
[He looks like he isn't sure how to explain it.]
It felt better. It felt like... the weight on my heart was gone. So I think it helped. For us to tell each other how we really felt. To know he wasn't mad at me. And... for me to say sorry.
I have a hard time believing he would've ever been mad at you in the first place, you know. You two sound too important to each other to stay seriously mad, or at least for very long. But I think that's a good thing.
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Yamato and I only really worked things out after he saw something I couldn't bring myself to say. [memshare.] But after that it was a little easier. Just be patient with Sora. I'm sure he knows and he's just trying to figure out how to say what he's thinking.
[His sigh is quiet and resigned in the way that says he knows he's going to have to meet Sora halfway. They won't have to start over necessarily, but... start again. Together.]
Hard to imagine Sora not knowing how to say what he's thinking. I was always jealous of how he could just... listen to his heart and be himself. He'd always know what to say, or where to go.
Both. At least, it seemed that way to me. It never mattered what was going on. A broken stick for our raft, a hole in the boat, ants on our food, dealing with darkness, fighting Ansem... he'd always just...
[He can't explain it the way he's seen it.] You could be trapped at the ends of the universe in the thickest darkness you've ever seen, and Sora would just... [He gestures with one hand.]
...show up out of nowhere like nothing was wrong, yelling your name, telling you it's going to be okay.
...all you can do is keep reaching out to him and waiting until he tells you his problems on his own. I know that's a shitty answer, but that's the only advice I really have about that sort of thing.
...do you remember what you said to me right before I switched into this dorm? About everybody being a little weird, but they're not bad people. Just that they think they are? Have you ever considered that applies to you, too?
He does not turn to look at Taichi. The only budging he does is, very suddenly, grabbing one of the pillows and swinging around to exasperatedly smash it once over the top of Taichi's head.]
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...did it help, you think? Both of you.
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[He looks like he isn't sure how to explain it.]
It felt better. It felt like... the weight on my heart was gone. So I think it helped. For us to tell each other how we really felt. To know he wasn't mad at me. And... for me to say sorry.
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[...]
Yamato and I only really worked things out after he saw something I couldn't bring myself to say. [memshare.] But after that it was a little easier. Just be patient with Sora. I'm sure he knows and he's just trying to figure out how to say what he's thinking.
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Hard to imagine Sora not knowing how to say what he's thinking. I was always jealous of how he could just... listen to his heart and be himself. He'd always know what to say, or where to go.
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[just. wondering.]
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[He can't explain it the way he's seen it.] You could be trapped at the ends of the universe in the thickest darkness you've ever seen, and Sora would just... [He gestures with one hand.]
...show up out of nowhere like nothing was wrong, yelling your name, telling you it's going to be okay.
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...all you can do is keep reaching out to him and waiting until he tells you his problems on his own. I know that's a shitty answer, but that's the only advice I really have about that sort of thing.
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...I know. [A glance at Taichi.] Speaking from experience?
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Of course I am. [haha.] Are you surprised?
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[Don't haha.]
...But thanks. I guess it's easier to understand how Sora thinks by talking to someone who relates.
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...do you remember what you said to me right before I switched into this dorm? About everybody being a little weird, but they're not bad people. Just that they think they are? Have you ever considered that applies to you, too?
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He does not turn to look at Taichi. The only budging he does is, very suddenly, grabbing one of the pillows and swinging around to exasperatedly smash it once over the top of Taichi's head.]
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Hitting me does not make me any less right!