[He isn't sure why this startles him so badly. But he's running on the fumes of shock, and being numb--well, he was helping everyone else, not worrying about himself.
He exhales a gasp, and then his shoulders slump. He turns his head down to hide it, though he doesn't cry.]
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He exhales a gasp, and then his shoulders slump. He turns his head down to hide it, though he doesn't cry.]