[ . . . . she taps her finger on the table in front of her.]

I suppose that is what I struggle to understand about you - all of you. Dimitri is doing the same thing. He hasn't told me explicitly, he surely does not realize he can, but he is so obvious to me.

You take on the responsibility, you decide you will harm others to save them, but you will accept capture and death as soon as you can - even knowing that it will simply volunteer another to take your role.

Is that kindness? Or is that the choice you've made that you can live with?