His expression softens a little. He's never really experienced anything quite like that, since even ronin aren't reviled in his time, but. There's something a little more empathetic-leaning than sympathetic-leaning in the look, nonetheless.]
...You've been nothing but forthcoming to the best of your abilities, helpful and kind to those of us here. I can't help but feel pity for those who don't see the same.
[Whether it's because they're rude and biased or because Viola just shows them Polite Ruthlessness. It's not like he's dissimilar, he ain't judgin.]
[oh.... this is a very kind thing to say. her own expression softens a little bit and she finds herself looking down before she glances back up at him and puts on a smile]
... well, you could say I lost my temper once, and played right into the hands of some people who would benefit from my downfall. But the actions and rudeness were still my own, so I suppose some of the scorn is deserved.
So maybe that's why I try not to lose my temper anymore, and only aim my anger at those who earn it properly.
[Oh, mood? Oh, mood. There's something briefly grim in Sakyou's expression, but like most of the looks that cross his face, it's fleeting. He glances off to the side - for a moment, his gaze drifts to the blade resting at his right.]
...One can't go back in time to change what's already happened. I suppose the next best thing is to do that - to alter one's actions in the future, so such things don't happen again.
[A little late if you've already been branded a social pariah, but, y'know.]
.... I don't really want to go back. I feel like being discarded was enough to open my eyes about exactly who had no regard for me to begin with.
But I hope that I can simply repay the kindness I'm given now. So I'll continue working hard so that I have no debts left for anyone who spares time for someone like myself.
[but she clears her throat afterward and shakes her head - ]
But it's rude to talk so much about myself. Please forgive me, Sakyou.
[hate how much viola and sakyou just have the same dialogue options
It resonates, though. Having no debts for those who spare time for someone like myself... is it. His gaze finally rises again at the apology, and he offers a polite shake of the head in return.]
It's nothing to ask forgiveness for. I don't mind it.
[Though he wishes he was the sort of person who could just drop life wisdom nuggets on a dime, rather than being the sort of person who just nods from afar like "I get you, damn".]
...Regardless of what oddities may be happening beyond the scope of our attention here, I hope it's been a place where you can re-center yourself, at least.
I'd say that it has been. People are kind, and I am fortunate. School is a truly wonderful place most of the time, you know? A way to earn knowledge, and take that knowledge and turn it into power.
I'm disappointed that you've all seen Wiwaldi at its worst... but I hope one day I can show you what it's like when it's at its best.
In any case, he's just - well, he's glad that she's been able to find a place like that, at least. And he does agree with the merits of schooling. He's a proponent for free education for all in the 1600s, he's out here doing the most about it.
But he's not exactly convinced there's a "Wiwaldi at its best" to be had here.]
...I would hope that if we're to continue to be here, it won't be at its worst the entire time, at least. Though I'm afraid I still would prefer to return to business back home, even if it would mean leaving with this as my only impression of it.
[Monday Sakyou running in to kick Sunday Sakyou over.]
[There's just a little, almost apologetic-looking smile.]
Perhaps there are some who may wish to continue... [But even if time is stopped, supposedly, he's an antsy little bastard who's just constantly thinking about revenge, so the idea of waiting isn't pleasant.
ANYWAY he doesn't want to bring the sad vibes to this teatime, so he'll just take the lead and move along.]
I come from Hinomoto, though I don't live anywhere in particular. I'm a ronin - a traveling swordsman. [A wholeass mercenary.]
[There's a tiny little huff of a laugh, which he politely hides behind a sleeve.]
It isn't offensive, no - that's what it is. Some aren't familiar with the term, so I try to describe it as succinctly as possible. There do seem to be quite a few of us here, though.
[It's kind of funny?? He's only met a few other ronin in his life in any substantial way and now suddenly he's just been plunked down with like 5000 mercenaries.]
I do spend most of my time traveling, though. I'll take on jobs now and then... largely bodyguarding positions and the like.
I have, yes. It's a shame that I don't get to spend much time in any one place, but that is simply how it goes.
[There's a little, barely-there beat of hesitation at the question, though. Then:] There are many parts about it that are enjoyable. Being able to sleep under the stars, getting to know the unique customs of far-away cities...
[A little smile! Most of his smiles are small and fleeting and this one is no exception, but he does seem to genuinely like the idea.]
That would be nice, I think. It would bring home a little closer.
[Ah yes....... his wonderful days of just lying on the roadside staring up into the void thinking about how many demons he's going to stab. Speaking of, since that's his answer, he will just keep it to himself like a normal human being. Instead:]
More than traveling, you mean? No, that's what I enjoy the most right now.
[i FUCKIN FORGOT ABOUT THE BEARSTELLATIONS I HATE THIS I'M LOSING MY MIND. i hope the bearcells are up there]
Mm. Perhaps I can help with the refreshments then, too.
[So Viola doesn't have to constantly be bringing food and also so he can sweatily and sneakily add in some things he will actually enjoy eating, god bless. ANYWAY there's a little nod in thanks; he hopes he gets to do more of what he enjoys, too! Slaying demons!
Then:] ...I do. There's a very dangerous demon on the loose; it's my duty to put his deeds to an end.
Also, hilariously, so many people are used to Weird Fucking Things that no one really blinks when he mentions demons. He hasn't adjusted to the idea that there are just worlds out there that don't have youkai or oni problems...]
Ah— yes. I suppose you have nothing like that where you've come from...
[There's a little pause, but he shakes his head soon after.]
The oni in my world - ah, demons, that is... They physically resemble humans to a large degree, but with distinctive sharp teeth and horns. Many of them are cruel and ruthless to an inhuman degree, as well. They view humans as little more than insects and treat us accordingly. They enjoy toying with and tormenting people and go out of their way to cause as much misery as possible.
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... well, from what I understand, you read my application and the notes on it. While there are some things that I don't understand...
I am fairly accustomed to being an unpopular person.
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His expression softens a little. He's never really experienced anything quite like that, since even ronin aren't reviled in his time, but. There's something a little more empathetic-leaning than sympathetic-leaning in the look, nonetheless.]
...You've been nothing but forthcoming to the best of your abilities, helpful and kind to those of us here. I can't help but feel pity for those who don't see the same.
[Whether it's because they're rude and biased or because Viola just shows them Polite Ruthlessness. It's not like he's dissimilar, he ain't judgin.]
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... well, you could say I lost my temper once, and played right into the hands of some people who would benefit from my downfall. But the actions and rudeness were still my own, so I suppose some of the scorn is deserved.
So maybe that's why I try not to lose my temper anymore, and only aim my anger at those who earn it properly.
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...One can't go back in time to change what's already happened. I suppose the next best thing is to do that - to alter one's actions in the future, so such things don't happen again.
[A little late if you've already been branded a social pariah, but, y'know.]
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.... I don't really want to go back. I feel like being discarded was enough to open my eyes about exactly who had no regard for me to begin with.
But I hope that I can simply repay the kindness I'm given now. So I'll continue working hard so that I have no debts left for anyone who spares time for someone like myself.
[but she clears her throat afterward and shakes her head - ]
But it's rude to talk so much about myself. Please forgive me, Sakyou.
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It resonates, though. Having no debts for those who spare time for someone like myself... is it. His gaze finally rises again at the apology, and he offers a polite shake of the head in return.]
It's nothing to ask forgiveness for. I don't mind it.
[Though he wishes he was the sort of person who could just drop life wisdom nuggets on a dime, rather than being the sort of person who just nods from afar like "I get you, damn".]
...Regardless of what oddities may be happening beyond the scope of our attention here, I hope it's been a place where you can re-center yourself, at least.
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but she laughs at that, a little sheepish noise]
I'd say that it has been. People are kind, and I am fortunate. School is a truly wonderful place most of the time, you know? A way to earn knowledge, and take that knowledge and turn it into power.
I'm disappointed that you've all seen Wiwaldi at its worst... but I hope one day I can show you what it's like when it's at its best.
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In any case, he's just - well, he's glad that she's been able to find a place like that, at least. And he does agree with the merits of schooling. He's a proponent for free education for all in the 1600s, he's out here doing the most about it.
But he's not exactly convinced there's a "Wiwaldi at its best" to be had here.]
...I would hope that if we're to continue to be here, it won't be at its worst the entire time, at least. Though I'm afraid I still would prefer to return to business back home, even if it would mean leaving with this as my only impression of it.
[Monday Sakyou running in to kick Sunday Sakyou over.]
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Right, of course that would be everyone's answer, no? Ah, even if time's stopped, it just feels like a bit of a shame...
[it just feels a little - lonely?
. . . ]
Would you tell me more about yourself, Sakyou? Where you come from, and what it is that you spend your days doing?
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Perhaps there are some who may wish to continue... [But even if time is stopped, supposedly, he's an antsy little bastard who's just constantly thinking about revenge, so the idea of waiting isn't pleasant.
ANYWAY he doesn't want to bring the sad vibes to this teatime, so he'll just take the lead and move along.]
I come from Hinomoto, though I don't live anywhere in particular. I'm a ronin - a traveling swordsman. [A wholeass mercenary.]
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Oh! Hmm... Would it be offensive to describe it as being a sword for hire?
There are a few others with similar occupations here.
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It isn't offensive, no - that's what it is. Some aren't familiar with the term, so I try to describe it as succinctly as possible. There do seem to be quite a few of us here, though.
[It's kind of funny?? He's only met a few other ronin in his life in any substantial way and now suddenly he's just been plunked down with like 5000 mercenaries.]
I do spend most of my time traveling, though. I'll take on jobs now and then... largely bodyguarding positions and the like.
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Do you enjoy what you do?
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[There's a little, barely-there beat of hesitation at the question, though. Then:] There are many parts about it that are enjoyable. Being able to sleep under the stars, getting to know the unique customs of far-away cities...
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. . . . ]
Well, that does sound pleasant. Especially sleeping under the stars - maybe when the weather is warmer, we can try to do that here for a night.
Are there other things you enjoy more?
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That would be nice, I think. It would bring home a little closer.
[Ah yes....... his wonderful days of just lying on the roadside staring up into the void thinking about how many demons he's going to stab. Speaking of, since that's his answer, he will just keep it to himself like a normal human being. Instead:]
More than traveling, you mean? No, that's what I enjoy the most right now.
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Then let's make a plan for it. We can get blankets and make it comfortable.
[do you ever remember all the constellations are bears? so they'd be stargazing the yogi bear constellation. just thought i'd bring that up.]
Well - that's good then. I hope you get to do more of what you enjoy. Do you have a very pressing situation to return to back home as well?
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Mm. Perhaps I can help with the refreshments then, too.
[So Viola doesn't have to constantly be bringing food and also so he can sweatily and sneakily add in some things he will actually enjoy eating, god bless. ANYWAY there's a little nod in thanks; he hopes he gets to do more of what he enjoys, too! Slaying demons!
Then:] ...I do. There's a very dangerous demon on the loose; it's my duty to put his deeds to an end.
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but that makes her pause]
... A demon?
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Also, hilariously, so many people are used to Weird Fucking Things that no one really blinks when he mentions demons. He hasn't adjusted to the idea that there are just worlds out there that don't have youkai or oni problems...]
Ah— yes. I suppose you have nothing like that where you've come from...
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Could I ask you to describe them to me? Or would that bring up bad memories?
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The oni in my world - ah, demons, that is... They physically resemble humans to a large degree, but with distinctive sharp teeth and horns. Many of them are cruel and ruthless to an inhuman degree, as well. They view humans as little more than insects and treat us accordingly. They enjoy toying with and tormenting people and go out of their way to cause as much misery as possible.
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[ . . . ]
How dreadful - and you mean to hunt one down?
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[BANDITS! IN THE MOUNTAINS. He will gently leave out the part where he's already gotten to several of them.]
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... I understand. It's hard to accept that such dangerous entities are allowed to exist without consequence.
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