[ it takes a little while for him to answer, scrubbing his face and pacing around his room. eventually; ]
Yeah. It's - I know. I hate this. I'm cooling off. I'm not really I'm just mad. It's not you. It's like you said Rather you give it to me straight than lie or try to soften it when you didn't know So I appreciate it
... You couldn't really stay conscious? Or remember? wtf Was that noise we heard on Thursday you?
Not if its not your fault. There's a guy I know that flips his shit at everyone when he's the cause of the problems. I'm - I don't wanna be anything like that. I'm trying to control my temper more it's it's easier over text.
The noise was - there was a crash, a lot of thudding, and then someone yelling out really frustrated. It was when we were all stuck. We thought it might be you.
And I am telling you that while this is admirable, you can reasonably 'flip your shit' after a student has been murdered. Even if you don't wish to take it out on me, I don't want you to manage your words that intensely. I think anger and outrage are simply another manifestation of conviction.
Frustrated? ... Well, my mirror is broken and that happened sometime over the weekend. It's not uncommon for me to collapse, in truth, but I don't know why I would've sounded frustrated... I do think that it may have been me, but I don't remember it clearly...
[ this has actually helped considerably. he's a little calmer now. ] Yeah. Thanks, Vi.
... Maybe it happened on Thursday. Like - when we couldn't get out. You probably... correct me if I'm wrong, ig, but I'm guessing you wouldn't have been able to get out either, and you seem like the kinda person who would've been worried about us.
The principal said you guys were sick. did that start on thursday too?
Do you think that could've happened? Of course if I thought something was awry then I would try to get to you all but - I wonder why I can't remember...
But yes, that's correct. I collapsed and have been bedridden for the past few days.
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Yeah.
It's - I know. I hate this. I'm cooling off.
I'm not really
I'm just mad. It's not you.
It's like you said
Rather you give it to me straight than lie or try to soften it when you didn't know
So
I appreciate it
... You couldn't really stay conscious? Or remember? wtf
Was that noise we heard on Thursday you?
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Don't hold in your anger - it will eat at you.
I've heard about the noise from a few people...
Could you tell me what it was again?
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There's a guy I know that flips his shit at everyone when he's the cause of the problems. I'm -
I don't wanna be anything like that.
I'm trying to control my temper more it's
it's easier over text.
The noise was - there was a crash, a lot of thudding, and then someone yelling out really frustrated.
It was when we were all stuck. We thought it might be you.
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Even if you don't wish to take it out on me, I don't want you to manage your words that intensely.
I think anger and outrage are simply another manifestation of conviction.
Frustrated?
...
Well, my mirror is broken and that happened sometime over the weekend.
It's not uncommon for me to collapse, in truth, but I don't know why I would've sounded frustrated...
I do think that it may have been me, but I don't remember it clearly...
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Yeah. Thanks, Vi.
... Maybe it happened on Thursday.
Like - when we couldn't get out.
You probably... correct me if I'm wrong, ig, but
I'm guessing you wouldn't have been able to get out either, and you seem like the kinda person who would've been worried about us.
The principal said you guys were sick. did that start on thursday too?
why did i never get this notif
Of course if I thought something was awry then I would try to get to you all but -
I wonder why I can't remember...
But yes, that's correct. I collapsed and have been bedridden for the past few days.