it's fortunate, she thinks, that this is happening over text, and he doesn't have to endure the way that she stares at the phone. so much for dodging the consequences of her own actions. she wonders if perhaps it's cruel of her to be doing this, if maybe she should have said something else, if she shouldn't have bid at all.
"I am not an easily daunted person" was what she boasted, again and again, these past few weeks. and yet this is perhaps the scariest thing to happen to her here, and yet it was considerably a problem of her own making.
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she's never been asked out on a date before.
it's fortunate, she thinks, that this is happening over text, and he doesn't have to endure the way that she stares at the phone. so much for dodging the consequences of her own actions. she wonders if perhaps it's cruel of her to be doing this, if maybe she should have said something else, if she shouldn't have bid at all.
"I am not an easily daunted person" was what she boasted, again and again, these past few weeks. and yet this is perhaps the scariest thing to happen to her here, and yet it was considerably a problem of her own making.
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and yet, the answer she wants to give is - ]