... Yeah. Might be better. I just don't know what else to talk about. Looking for answers is the only thing that's made me feel any sort of sane for the past three days.
I know you're not. I'm not either, really. I guess I mostly just sent you a message to check on you.
I don't know if I can trust the four of you always, but I do like you guys, and I hate what's been done to you. Doesn't sit right with me to just let you guys not have support, I guess.
You probably won't take me up on it and I'm not gonna force it but If you need me for anything, if you need me to do something for you or someone to lean on, I'm around.
I wouldn't trust us either. Even with the most generous interpretation, there's no denying that our minds were altered, and it could happen again. You have enough to deal with.
I've dealt with helping a lot of people through this exact thing, man. Having your mind altered, having what makes you, you, fucked up. Half my friends have been forced to do terrible shit under the control of someone else, so you can probably see how this stuff really does not fucking sit right with me.
I wouldn't offer unless I thought I could handle it. Like I said - I'm not going to force it, but I'm here.
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Would you rather talk about something else?
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I just don't know what else to talk about. Looking for answers is the only thing that's made me feel any sort of sane for the past three days.
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Often, focusing everything on a goal is what keeps a person grounded.
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I guess I mostly just sent you a message to check on you.
I don't know if I can trust the four of you always, but I do like you guys, and I hate what's been done to you.
Doesn't sit right with me to just let you guys not have support, I guess.
You probably won't take me up on it and I'm not gonna force it but
If you need me for anything, if you need me to do something for you or someone to lean on, I'm around.
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You have enough to deal with.
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Half my friends have been forced to do terrible shit under the control of someone else, so you can probably see how this stuff really does not fucking sit right with me.
I wouldn't offer unless I thought I could handle it.
Like I said - I'm not going to force it, but I'm here.
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There are a lot of kind people here.
May you all never lose sight of that strength.