Hmm... It would include any items that you personally own - like your Lunar Tear, your sword, or other possessions. But any items that you pick up from the environment around you briefly will remain visible. It should be able to work once a day.
[ :sob: is what her thought projection would be if this weren't over text ]
everyone is so focused on patterns and i dont know if thats good or not when the pattern didnt hold last week but there are only so many adult men left and i wont stand by if they make me lose him again
[ kainé knows it's probably smarter to keep it quiet, but she doesn't think anyone who vaguely knows her wouldn't think she'd go fucking feral. ]
I know. You shouldn't ever be made to stand by if someone dear has been taken from you. I won't stop you - But let's do our best to make sure that doesn't come to pass. I want to look after him too.
is there any way to stop it hes likeable and kind but its been fucking winter or summer every single week from them except for bradley and where do we go from there?
I'm afraid we know what became of my auction item. So I can't offer any definites on how to stop this. But you're right - he's kind, and well-liked. I think that in and of itself may work in his favor.
Did something happen to scare you? Or are you preparing for the worst?
for as fucking rotten as this entire murder school thought up by a shit script is its still better than what im used to because you and others have treated me more like a person than most and even after killing even after having my mind controlled like that you and others still accepted me and every time i feel a little happiness it is always torn away and when the goddamn story likes to make people forget the people they love when i have already been made to do that
[ how couldn't she be scared? how couldn't she try to prepare for the worst? ]
[ Kainé is seated at the garden, looking at the flowers with a closed off expression, but the moment she hears the thoughts, she stands up s she can be seen. ]
You don't have to panic.
[ As if she didn't just text some worrying words. ]
... you don't need to say that you are, when you aren't.
Nothing about this place is fine, and none of it is fair. I know that saying so doesn't help anything but... I don't want you to feel like you have to hide anything from me.
Let's make plans. I don't want you to lose him. I don't want you to forget.
[ . . . ]
So let's keep your memories somewhere safe, until they come back to you on their own. If you want me to hold onto them for you. We'll help keep each other's loved ones safe.
.... it's a little bad. I think I react worse to things - than others do.
[Annie is so kind. She only gets sad. I can't suppress the urge to hate others for stealing from me.]
.... I can start with my home, perhaps. My family - the Armelia Duchy. My father, the Prime Minister. My mother, a flower of high society. My grandfather, a retired general who forgets he's retired. My younger brother, studious and serious - finally getting it together so he can inherit the family title.
And my chosen family... Tanya is my companion, and there's no one in the world who's sharper or more attuned to my needs than she is. Dida and Lyle were trained by my grandfather at a young age, and serve as my guards among other things. Dida always seems lazy, but he's the most honest with me - and Lyle might appear a bit uptight, but his heart is always sincere. Rehme, whose memory is encyclopedic, and should have more confidence in herself most days.
They all support me, and look after me - I haven't even talked about my fief, or Winter... But this is the first place I've ever....
[That someone left, even though they didn't want to. I've only ever been abandoned by choice before. I'm surprised there's something in the world that hurts more.]
Kainé's sense of what's good or right isn't based on a moral compass. It's based on what she feels, and it's influenced by the people she cares for. She can hate so easily. ]
You love them, and they love you.
[ Her family, chosen or not. Her fief. Winter.
I won't leave you. I won't abandon you. Not by choice. ]
[ . . . . her expression softens at that, and she supposes there's no way that she can deny either of those statements. so she'll just take kainé's hand gently in both of hers and without a hint of hesitation:]
And I love you.
[in addition to her family, her fief, winter. she loves kainé so much and sees no reason to flinch back from it -
her thoughts only reflect the very same statement.
Please don't try to leave again. I've only come to love you more.]
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But any items that you pick up from the environment around you briefly will remain visible.
It should be able to work once a day.
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[ ... ]
youd really let me have something that could be this dangerous?
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Yes.
I trust you.
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everyone is so focused on patterns
and i dont know if thats good or not
when the pattern didnt hold last week
but there are only so many adult men left
and i wont stand by
if they make me lose him again
[ kainé knows it's probably smarter to keep it quiet, but she doesn't think anyone who vaguely knows her wouldn't think she'd go fucking feral. ]
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You shouldn't ever be made to stand by if someone dear has been taken from you.
I won't stop you -
But let's do our best to make sure that doesn't come to pass.
I want to look after him too.
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hes likeable and kind
but its been fucking winter or summer
every single week from them except for bradley
and where do we go from there?
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So I can't offer any definites on how to stop this.
But you're right - he's kind, and well-liked.
I think that in and of itself may work in his favor.
Did something happen to scare you?
Or are you preparing for the worst?
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its still better than what im used to
because you and others have treated me more like a person than most
and even after killing
even after having my mind controlled like that
you and others still accepted me
and every time i feel a little happiness
it is always torn away
and when the goddamn story likes to make people forget the people they love
when i have already been made to do that
[ how couldn't she be scared? how couldn't she try to prepare for the worst? ]
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May I come see you?
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[and she is! her thoughts are immediately Where is she? Where is she? worried like a broken record]
Kainé?
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You don't have to panic.
[ As if she didn't just text some worrying words. ]
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[if she's to be honest, with a little sigh as she goes to approach kainé.]
.... Can I hold onto your hand?
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I'm fine.
[ She is not fine. ]
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... you don't need to say that you are, when you aren't.
Nothing about this place is fine, and none of it is fair. I know that saying so doesn't help anything but... I don't want you to feel like you have to hide anything from me.
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She looks away. ]
I'm used to that. Unfairness and shit like that. I guess...
[ I feel too helpless. ]
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I don't want you to be used to it.
[her thoughts reflect the exact same words, in the exact same moment.]
... we can try to make our own hope, then.
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How?
[ At least she isn't saying they can't. ]
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[she'll give kainé's hand a squeeze at that.]
Let's make plans. I don't want you to lose him. I don't want you to forget.
[ . . . ]
So let's keep your memories somewhere safe, until they come back to you on their own. If you want me to hold onto them for you. We'll help keep each other's loved ones safe.
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She nods. ]
Okay. We can trade.
[ They can help each other. ]
... You can go first.
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she laughs at first, surprised and then a little floored as she realizes -
I don't know where to start.]
... I really have become such a spoiled person.
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[ It might mean loss hits more often and harder, but Kainé is someone who prefers to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.
She thinks it makes sense for Iris to be spoiled. ]
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[Annie is so kind. She only gets sad. I can't suppress the urge to hate others for stealing from me.]
.... I can start with my home, perhaps. My family - the Armelia Duchy. My father, the Prime Minister. My mother, a flower of high society. My grandfather, a retired general who forgets he's retired. My younger brother, studious and serious - finally getting it together so he can inherit the family title.
And my chosen family... Tanya is my companion, and there's no one in the world who's sharper or more attuned to my needs than she is. Dida and Lyle were trained by my grandfather at a young age, and serve as my guards among other things. Dida always seems lazy, but he's the most honest with me - and Lyle might appear a bit uptight, but his heart is always sincere. Rehme, whose memory is encyclopedic, and should have more confidence in herself most days.
They all support me, and look after me - I haven't even talked about my fief, or Winter... But this is the first place I've ever....
[That someone left, even though they didn't want to. I've only ever been abandoned by choice before. I'm surprised there's something in the world that hurts more.]
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[ It just shows how much Iris cares.
Kainé's sense of what's good or right isn't based on a moral compass. It's based on what she feels, and it's influenced by the people she cares for. She can hate so easily. ]
You love them, and they love you.
[ Her family, chosen or not. Her fief. Winter.
I won't leave you. I won't abandon you. Not by choice. ]
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And I love you.
[in addition to her family, her fief, winter. she loves kainé so much and sees no reason to flinch back from it -
her thoughts only reflect the very same statement.
Please don't try to leave again. I've only come to love you more.]
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